O.K. it is official. I have too much stress and not enough strength in my life...
First... my diet. I battle this eating disorder daily. It is so hard to not just binge and purge all the time. My husband and family doesn't understand it is a problem so they just freak out about it....I'm stressed because I want to be thin and healthy, it's just hard work! lol. I wish I could feel o.k. with my body and get over this disorder.
Second....my job. I'm ready for a change. There is too much walking on egg shells around here..too much drama for me.. I need out. I was meant for different work anyway, but when you have two kids to raise there is no alternatives...*sigh* God, what was I thinking..
Third....everything else. I'm just constantly stressed out. All there is too it. Every little thing kills me.
Forth....my husband... we haven't been getting along for awhile and we just can't see eye to eye.. He doesn't understand why i'm upset when the house isn't clean or the kids aren't tended too..it kills me every single day....
I need a prayer..and some hope..and a new body.....
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