ugh... so much stress and just b.s. lately! I had to get a new phone today..Now, granted down grading from my Iphone to a regular phone will save us a lot of money, but it still sucks. Will take some getting used to for sure....*sigh* Oh well...
I had an issue with food the last few days. Last night, all I wanted was a greasy meal from Taco Bell...and I gave in.. It was insane. That first bite tasted like PURE sodium. It was such a strange feeling knowing that I used to eat like that so much everyday, that I didn't even notice the salt. Well, needless to say, my body rejected the whole meal and it came out with vengance....
The next day was a repeat. I figured since I didn't get my craving food digested I'd try it again...nope. Body let it out again. Maybe that's a good thing. If I could stop the cravings I would be O.K. I just want to hate food so much that I lose weight....man, wish it were easier. Wish you could abstain from food all together... *sigh*
Tomorrow will be better. I have to stop this. This pattern is what gets me into trouble. I can't go backwards... 20 lbs is no small feat, but I have a ton to go still.
Clothes shopping today about killed me.....I looked horrible even WITH the weight loss..... ugh....
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